hallelujiah to weekends

steal my heart, and hold my tounge

well i realized i never quite gave the lowdown on todos mis clases. so i guess here it goes sortof.

spanish is getting better. the conversing went a little better today. "EL GRASS???!!!" haha i love sra sullivan

calculus. holy crap. jane might actually pass this without too much fret. i mean, i actually comprehend the woman teaching. thats a new one, right? math is like a foreign language to me. AND AND AND she KNOWS how to work my calculator! now thats just amazing. think about if mindy could have at least done that for me last year. i might have passed the first nine weeks. i might have even gotten a b for the year. BUT ANYWAY i loooooove mrs andrada and i looooooove mrs langford for sneaking me into that class, she rocks.

zoology just makes me laugh. we're using the BIOLOGY I book from FRESHMAN YEAR!!! how awesome is that???babs and me are loving it, you know, work hard, take college level bio junior year, then you get to regress senior year WITHOUT it appearing that way on your transcript. pretty sweet. except, we just found out we're getting a new teacher on monday and im gonna get real pissed if it gets harder, but anyway......."we went from gel electrophoresis to coloring?!"

and then there's ap gov, which i really like so far, i wish i could take comparative next semester but i dont have a free period! grr.....but anyway yeah mrs bailey's pretty cool

and then there's satans class. it was pointed out to me today that her room is FF6. F is the six letter of the alphabet. scary, eh? it hasnt been so bad so far, the essay we did yesterday/today didnt seem bad and i wrote a lot on it, but that could all change when we get them back......ehhhhhh.......

dance......its kinda wierd. the company is so different from the last time i was in it. except we have 9 seniors again, which makes me chuckle. hopefully itll be a good year. we start dancing on monday....

and then tech. with JGARR!!i think its gonna be good this year. yesterday we had shop safety video day, which was just awesome, and then today me and adrienne had an adventure trying to sew up the torn teaser (we failed miserably, because it was so dry rotted the stitches ripped right through) and then started sewing up the old cyc, and, nearly fell off the top of the box. quite fun.

and now its COLLEGE APPLICATION TIME!!god i hate this..........

there's a heart that beats in silence for the life she's never known.........

and now a girl has come who has her eyes

ok so this whole school thing is not working out for me. baahhhhhhh on school i say. bahhhhhhhhh.

grissom just gets crazier every year. i don't know how it stands itself.

i looooooove this musical. ah love it.

im attempting to write about the terrorist airplane thing except i have to translate it all into espanol. not fun. spanol III is a little bit scary.

work was rather frustrating tonight.

and tommorrow my meeranduh vintuh  is leaving me (to go to college, ugh,  i mean really, who needs an education?).......the green chair just wont be the same.......

on another note, im very very ready for autumn. i hate summer weather. i want to go back to the woods.

the seeds will grow, their tender beauty just the thing she needs.....

Don't you just love being up til 1 am the night before school starts?

and so i quit the please department

there is comfort knowing this is the end of summer reading FOREVER!!

tomorrow is my last first day of school. crazy, no?

i should be working on a data sheet right now. but im not. oops. ok screw that.

im real bad mad at zero for taking new college kids and stupid randoph children to six flags the day i start school. ok well not really. but its a little irritating.

and i don't want to work tomorrow. life never quits, eh?

beccas here. i feel kinda bad for having to work the entire time shes here. well except she's going to six flags tomorrow. grrr zero.......

i should probably get my butt together and finish spanish II, seeing as i start III tomorrow. eh.....

i miss people. no, not like school people. well maybe. but not as much as other fun people.

ok, back to el stranger.

boy, you're gonna carry that weight a long time.......

LIFE as of october 2005, and as history repeats itself

so let me fall if i must fall

         There was a moment this morning, driving to school, when it felt like the weight of my world was crushing me and I might not survive it this time. And in that moment, I wished that I had someone who would just hold me while the waves crashed over us, hold me until the storm had passed so I would know that things were going to be alright. Maybe it would be a friend, or a lover, or my mother, but just someone. And that was when I realized: You can't just lie around waiting for someone to hold you up in this world. You have to do it yourself. That's just the way life is. You've got to stand up on your own two feet, no matter how old you are or what comes, and you've got to stay standing. And if you fall over, well, you've just got to pick yourself up again and keep going. Life doesnt wait around or wait up for you, and no one else will either. That's just the way it is. Toughen up or die, because no one in this world cares enough about you except you to get you through it. That's life.

perhaps some people just arent meant to belong anywhere. maybe i'm one of the nomads. then i guess i'll just pack up and leave. i guess that's what i'm supposed to do.

Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the steel breeze
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!

Currently Listening Seussical: The Musical By Original Broadway Cast see related

we've got parts to perform, hearts to warm

four down, six to go. and the sadness is that i don't get to see all the wonderful seussicans for THREE WHOLE DAYS! geesh, i know, thats like an eternity and we dont even have a pickup....

anyway, the shows been going well. if you havent seen it, you SHOULD, or else just go away and die. well not really, i might miss you. but you should come. if you buy one full price adult ticket than you can get up to four half price student tickets, so do it.....

except we've all got bird flu. well, the birds do at least. if your will and your sick (which thank god he isnt) or a creature or something, well, i guess you have rabies. and then russell's just got salmonella. hehehe.......im in a very random tired mood.

but i did sleep for 12 hours last night. that was A-MAYZING.

i found out my schedule for the year. if anybody else knows theirs yet let me know if you got anything with me:

1-Spanish III - Sullivan

2-AP Calc AB - Andrada

3-Zoology - Robinson

4-AP Econ/Gov ( i can't remember which i have first) - Derrick/Bailey

5-AP Lit and Comp - Satan (blergh)

6- Dance Int/Adv - Braly

7-Tech theater - ?? (ha i actually know but thats a mystery at the moment)

so yeah i love mrs langford. she's pretty much awesome. otherwise i'd have mrs boothe for calc and that would just not be happy. but searcy and i have satan and andrada together, and i think me and babs should have andrada and zoology together........

i think i'll go.....sleep some more...sounds good.......i only have to work tomorrow and wednesday this week, which is nice.......we seriously need to have a seuss sleepover.......

"I'm the mayor?"

"I'm his wife?"